HELIOS/ヘリオス

HELIOS/ヘリオス

「マカダムがかわいい」と私が言っていたのを覚えていた彼氏が贈ってくれたペンダント

別れてもう数年経ったけれど、今でも彼以上の優しさに触れることはない
仕事が忙しくて、あの時は他のことは何も考えられなかった
寄り添おうとしてくれた彼をはねのけてしまったのは私の方だ

きっと今どこかで、他の女の子が彼の優しさに包まれているんだろうなと思うとチクリと胸が痛む

After mentioning how I thought the Macadam line was cute, my boyfriend presented me with this pendant. 
It's been a few years since we separated, but I still haven't been touched by a kindness more than his. I was so caught up with work that I couldn't think of anything else at that time.
He tried to be there for me, but I was the one who pushed him away.

Thinking of all the other girls who are currently receiving his warmth aches my heart.